Every Sunday we were dressed in lovely clothing made by our mother and our hair curled neatly and bangs cut in a crisp little line well above the eyebrows. We were ushered into the big sanctuary of the church we attended in Denver, where singing an preaching filled an hour or so, and then we retired to our classes for Sunday School.
Mr. and Mrs Sommers were the first Sunday School teachers I ever had, and the only ones whose names I specifically remember. The rest were a blur of nice, smiling faces, eager to tell us a Bible story and sometimes give us a little booklet to take home with illustrations and the story of our character from the Bible in it..
From Mr. & Mrs Sommers I learned to sing "Yes, Jesus Loves Me" and "Jesus wants me for a Sunbeam". We were little Sunbeams, no one older than 3 in that class. I don't remember the specific stories they told, but I remember knowing because of what they had told me, and what I felt in my heart as I heard it, that Jesus really did love me, and God loved me as well. God seemed far above Jesus, who was far above us, and the Son of God. He died, they said, for us, but was raised from the dead to save us. One Sunday as we lined up to follow our teachers back to the classroom I stood in the light from a golden stained-glass window and felt as though Heaven was smiling down on me. I knew that Heavenly Father and Jesus loved me.
Our Mother took us to church but her quiet dignity was her sermon to us. It was understood you knew and kept the commandments, and that you followed Jesus. Her father, our grandfather, delivered sermons straight from the Bible. He did not vary from its' message. On his wall was a little plaque that read, "Lord fill my mouth with worthwhile stuff and nudge me when I've said enough." He seemed willing to abide by that admonition. I never remember a hell-fire and damnation sermon during the summers I spent at Grandma and Grandaddy's when in my early teens. However, I don't specifically remember any of his sermons, although I can tell you I was listening intently.They were generally instructions on how we ought to live our lives to be like the Savior.
In any case, my father's no-nonsense teaching in our everyday lives was more influential in my understanding of God than any preacher. When I was appalled at about age 6 at the teaching that those who died without Christ, never having heard the gospel would be damned, I asked my father whether God was really that mean. He tenderly denounced the idea. He quoted the Savior saying, "Ye shall know the Truth and the Truth shall make you free." He said God was blamed for a lot of things He never did. I can remember the light of day coming through our living room windows, and the sound of his words, and the certainty that he was right. From that moment forward I knew I was free to know for myself what was true.
So with all the riches of life around me I set out in life with the certainty that God was right over my shoulder, ready and willing to give me direction as needed. With beautiful mountains surrounding us, where rocks and streams testified of His goodness, with museums and zoos cataloging all His creations, and with books from the library spilling over with knowledge we could apply, what was there not to love about life? Our half of the family was together, for a time, in a Land of Milk and Honey.